so now the holidays are finally over, and so is 2008. what a miserable year, huh? i guess it took me that long to realize that i only have one friend. which is absolutely fine with me. and after chasing someone for the last 2 months, i realized no one really cares. he doesn’t care, even my so-called “best friend” doesn’t care. so who the fuck needs them? i believe that within the past week i realized that the few people in my life are exactly what i need. i want 2009 to be drama-free for the…